Real With Myself
I got an idea for tonight
I’ll take a trip to the center of my mind
Just to see what I can find
I’ll ignore that no trespassing sign
I detest introspection
I deflect my own reflection
Blind to my own disease
I’d rather be sedated
Than my mind be activated
Lies are home to me
Chorus:
I’m way too afraid to be real with myself
Way too afraid to be real
Could take a pill and ease the pain
But that won’t make this go away
Move out of town or change my name
Foolin’ a few, but I know I’d be the same
I detest introspection
I deflect my own reflection
Blind to my own disease
I’d rather be sedated
Than my mind be activated
Lies are home to me
Open me up
Begin to cut
I’m giving it up
I think it’s time to decide
To be real with myself
You got to be real with yourself